My first memories go back to the age of ten and who knows if there were any earlier experiences that may be related. When I would get home from school I would go into my mom's bedroom and look in her drawers. When I discovered her lingerie drawer, I had started putting on her stockings and remembering how great they felt. Nice, smooth, shiny, a scent of perfume and they looked nice. Of course no hair on my body at ten. Then it progressed to hooking the stockings up to a girdle. Now the girdle also felt great. It had that satiny feel to it and the way it would feel so tight against my body. Having a lot of time on my hands when school was over or vacations, I further explored by wearing her dresses and putting on her shoes.
Eventually like many others there comes a point where you learn to accept yourself. That happened about 11 years ago. My thoughts now are that I was given one life and why should I lead the life others want me to lead. Life is short and I don't want to look back when I'm old and say I wish I had done this and done that. At least I know that I am true to myself and I can accept myself because I believe that this is the life I was intended to have.
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